Infinite Jest

I know I said I loved you but I’m thinking I was wrong.

I made you leave her for me and now I’m feeling pretty mean but my mind has fucked me over more times that any man could ever know.

Cut out all the ropes and let me fall.

Come on skinny love what happened here?

What would I do to see you, smiling at me.

Is all my dreaming at an end? Or do you still wait for me dream giver, Just around the river bend.

I’ll always be your first love, you’ll always be my first love.

I’m sorry to whichever man should meet my sorry state.

Is this what you want? ‘Cause everybody acts without a clue. Every little kiss and grin you gave was just a little bullshit I saw through.

You made a little spark to live inside, it’s now a fucking fire out of control.

Everything’s so blurry and everyone’s so fake.

There’s oceans in-between us but that’s not very far.

It’s a long way down.

But I’m closer to the clouds up here.

Do you have to make me feel like there’s nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am. Like I’m made of glass.

People love to drink their troubles away. Sometimes I feel that I’d be better off that way ‘cause maybe then I could sleep at night.

My nerves will be the death of me, I know.

Hear my words that I might teach you. Take my arms that I might reach out to you.

The sign flashed its warning, and the words that it was forming.

Throw me to the the wolves because there’s order in the pack.

Throw me to the sky because I know I’m coming back.

Sometimes it lasts in love.

But sometimes it hurts instead.

Last words of famous writers:

I fell down again but I can’t complain. Another false step could drive me insane.

I wrote it down, a list a month ago. 16 chapters of one thing you’ve blown.

Don’t go, don’t go. I just got a chance to know you.

Don’t go, don’t go. There’s still so much more I could show you.

I would do anything for another minute with you ‘cause it’s not getting easier.

Tomorrow is a promise to no-one.

I hope that you’re folding stars.

Hello darkness, my old friend, I’ve come to talk with you again.

Because a vision softly creeping, left its seeds while I was sleeping.

Don’t lose hope when you’re forlorn.

Just keep your eyes upon the skies.

Porcelain, are you wasting away in your skin? Are you missing the love of your kin?

Someone said that you’re fading too soon. Nodding and melting and fading away.