ninety three.
You’re on your knees begging please stay with me.
But honestly I just need to be a little crazy.
June 2011
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ninety two.
It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time. I want what’s yours and I want what’s mine.
And when the stars fall I will lie awake. You’re my shooting star.
ninety one.
Out of body & out of mind, kiss the demons out of my dreams.
Tell me that I won’t feel a thing, so give me novacaine.
ninety.
Oh the razorblade, that’s what I call love. I bet you’d pick it up & mess around with it if I put it down it gets extremely complicated. Anything to forget everything.
Oh the razorblade, wish it would snap this rope. The world is in your hands or it’s at your throat.
eighty nine.
You can sky-rocket away from me, and never come back if you find another galaxy far from here, with more room to fly.
Just leave me your stardust to remember you by.
eighty eight.
I would do anything for another minute with you ‘cause it’s not getting easier.
Tomorrow is a promise to no-one. I hope that you’re folding stars.
eighty seven.
Nobody likes you,
everyone left you,
they’re all out without you having fun.
She said I can’t take this place I’m leaving it behind.
eighty six.
With the birds I’ll share this lonely view.
I’ll make it to the moon if I have to crawl.
eighty five.
Up on a hill is where we begin,
this little story, a long time ago.
Stop to pretend, stop pretending.
It seems this game is simply never ending.
eighty four.
Speak to me friend, whisper, I’ll listen.
I know, I know, you’ve been locked out of sight all these years like me my friend.
Friends, you shall drip rubies, you’ll soon drip precious rubies.
At last, my arm is complete again.
eighty three.
In violent frustration she cries out to God or just no-one.
Is there a point to this madness?
And all that she was is just a tragedy.
eighty two.
I know you’ve got plenty to offer baby,
but I guess I’ve taken quite enough.
Well, I`m some stain there on your bed sheet,
you`re my diamond in the rough.
eighty one.
Next to you is a very nice place to go.
I never wanted you to go.
eighty.
I heard that you’re settled down that you found a girl and you’re married now.
I heard that your dreams came true, guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you.
Old friend, why are you so shy?
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited but I, I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I’d hoped you’d see my face, and that you’d be reminded that for me, it isn’t over.
Never mind I’ll find someone like you.
seventy nine.
Cross your fingers hold your toes,
we’re all gonna die when the building blows.
Oh you crawled out of the sea, straight into my arms, straight into my arms.
Oh you crawled out of the sea, straight into my arms, straight into my arms.
seventy eight.
I hate this. I hate this. I hate this.
What have the demons done?
With the luminous light that once shined from your eyes,
What makes you feel so alone?
Whats running through your veins,
That’s causing you such pain?
Does it have something to do with the pills they gave to you?
What is eating at your soul?
Is it the whispering ghosts that left you out in the cold?
I hate this. I hate this. I hate this.
seventy seven.
Right on the verge, just one more dose.
I’m travelling from coast to coast, my theory isn’t perfect but it’s close.
I’m almost there why should I care?
My heart is hurting when I share.
seventy six.
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was ‘Love’.
Please just save me from this darkness.
seventy five.
You are a believer, I am not.
You are a believer, I am not.
You are a believer, I am not.
You are a believer, I am not.
seventy four.
On a lonely highway, in a mountain fog,
that was the time I made right with God.
My car flipped sideways to avoid a rock,
that was the time I made right with God.
