October 2011
34 posts
two hundred and thirty seven.
This is Hallowe’en.
And since I am dead I can take off my head to recite Shakespearean quotations.
No animal or man can scream like I can with the fury of my recitations.
two hundred and thirty six.
You used to captivate me by your resonating light, now I’m bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams. Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me.
two hundred and thirty five.
I’m just not there in the streets.
I’m just not there. Life’s just not fair.
two hundred and thirty four.
Don’t lose who you are in the blur of the stars.
It’s okay not to be okay.
two hundred and thirty three.
Let me save us, I’ve slaughtered us, I’ve murdered our love.
I can taste it, this blood in my mouth, this knife in my lungs. Have I murdered our love?
two hundred and thirty two.
At the time I denied him, I’d die for his sake.
It was little I thought my denial he’d take.
two hundred and thirty one.
Go and break my heart.
Take me to your blackened sky.
two hundred and thirty.
I’m miserable without you and despite all the others and the things and the places I will never be the same again.
Just know that I go on but every minute is for you.
two hundred and twenty nine.
You’ve been the only thing that’s right in all I’ve done.
We’ll run for our lives, I can hardly speak.
two hundred and twenty eight.
I’m gonna paint you by numbers and colour you in. If things go right we can frame it, and put you on a wall.
This is the start of something beautiful.
two hundred and twenty seven.
I’m gonna pick up the pieces and build a Lego house.
If things go wrong we knock it down.
the rocks melt with the sun.
34 years ago today my dad proposed to my mum. I want love like they had.
two hundred and twenty six.
It was many and many a year ago, In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you may know By the name of Annabel Lee.
two hundred and twenty five.
All of the other pills they were different.
Maybe I should get some help.
two hundred and twenty four.
Stay with me, lay with me.
Let’s sleep till the sun burns out I’m melting in your eyes.
two hundred and twenty three.
Love would burn this city down for you.
My eyes have always followed you around the room.
two hundred and twenty two.
Lizzie Borden took an axe and gave her mother forty whacks.
When she saw what she had done she gave her father forty-one.
two hundred and twenty one.
All of the stars have faded away.
Stop crying your heart out.
two hundred and twenty.
So come out of your cave walking on your hands, and see the world hanging upside down.
But I will hold on hope and I won’t let you choke on the noose around your neck.
two hundred and nineteen.
An old man gave me a tip he said ‘don’t waste your time with politics,’ he said ‘just chase skirts instead.’
And life is too short, and you’re almost dead.
two hundred and eighteen.
I told you to be balanced and I told you to be kind.
If all your love is wasted, then who the hell was I?
two hundred and seventeen.
I love you but I’m keeping quiet about it.
I love you but I’m keeping my mouth shut about it.
two hundred and sixteen.
Everybody in this place can up and move away for all I care this town’s already dead and empty.
I’m told that I’m a victim of obsession that’s what my friends say, oh I’m a fool for having ever let her tempt me.
two hundred and fifteen.
If you’ll be my star, I’ll be your sky. You can hide underneath me and come out at night.
Just leave me your stardust to remember you by. Stardust to remember you by.
two hundred and fourteen.
With one hand high, you’ll show them your progress. You’ll take your time, but no one cares.
I need you to show me the way from crazy.
two hundred and thirteen.
I never told my love vocally; still, if looks have language, the merest idiot might have guessed I was over head and ears.
She understood me at last, and looked a return - the sweetest of all imaginable looks.
two hundred and twelve.
These bloody days have broken my heart.
My lust, my youth did them depart.
two hundred and eleven.
How fickle my heart and how woozy my eyes.
I struggle to find any truth in your lies.
two hundred and ten.
Do you feel bad, like I feel bad? We’ll pour us a road, we’ll both drink & drive.
Give me everything you’ve got now. I don’t feel a single thing.
two hundred and nine.
Don’t second guess your feelings, you were right from the start.
I notice she’s your lover but she’s no where near your heart.
two hundred and eight.
Turn into my mother? God knows I love her.
Love and pain go hand in hand and I can’t do it again.
two hundred and seven.
I can’t keep staring at your mouth without wondering how it tastes.
I’m winning you with words because I have no other way.
two hundred and six.
Crazy eyes have you, are they grey or blue? I won’t make the move, you must make the move.
If you make the move, I will then approve. If you do not move, we will surely lose.
two hundred and five.
Tell my love to wreck it all.
Found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing.
I want you to save me.
